Ugh, this is just a rant I guess. I'm trying to finish college, but my IBS is making it SO hard. Every day feels like I'm going to die (sounds dramatic, but I'm not even kidding) and I don't know what I'm going to do. I feel so alone here, and I'm tired of struggling just to drag myself to classes. My doctor won't even give me a waiver for my flippin 9am PE class, so I'm going to get to lug my tired/nauseous self around the gym for the entire semester, hoping I don't vomit all over everyone. I hate this so much. I want to take a break to get better or something...but the thing is, I don't know if that will happen. Even if I did get this flare-up to calm down, it would most likely come back when I had to start my classes again. And plus, I don't really know if I'd have the energy to start again. That and I don't like being a quitter *sigh* But dang it- time passes so slowly when every day hurts so much. I read some people's blogs on here and everyone sounds so brave, it makes me feel really wussy about my problems- but...gah!!! Nothing helps.
Well, lol, now that I sound totally pathetic. Off to class :D
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